oh for fuck's sake
Jun. 24th, 2008 | 11:45 am
mood:
irritated
So...I deleted my ex boyfriend from my facebook friends...I only added him as a friendly gesture.....but he was blatantly updating and doing things just to get my attention...so i deleted him. Today I find the following messages waiting for me:
Subject: .....hell no...................
why u delete me as a friend?...........
u accepted me, never replied to my friendly messages, then delete me?
what have i done to piss u off?
u dumped me, i should be mad at u, no? but im not cos i like u, i always have and i want to be friends wit u?
can u at least answer me for a change? X
Re: .....hell no...................
"be fair... i know u dont hate me so
i all ask is thAT u be civil to me.. i think i deserve that? u broke my little heart, ruined my future relationships until i get over us.. and ..blllaaaaaaaa something something.. just get in touch u gay.. theres been loads of times recently i wish i could of talked to you about stuff..i miss u.... even tho
I literally dont know what to do.....do i tell him to fuck off or will that fuel the fire? Ignoring him seems harsh but is it giving him the right message? All this shit is literally doing my head in.....STILL. It really helps when I get the urge to contact the boy though....i dont want to become this annoying psycho person (although I'm obviously NOTHING like this crazy crazy neurotic fool). I literally cant stop reading these though...theyre shocking. All this because I deleted him from a list on a website? It's not like we're still in contact or anything. I really really cant cope with him.....what annoys me more is that he would never, ever dare say this to my face because he suffers from some kind of fucked up passive-aggressive personality disorder.
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
As for the boy, I'm feeling better today....not as sad although i do still miss him. Our relationship seems like the distant past and I'm starting to think that this is all irrepairable. I know he said he wants space and not just to break up, but who am I kidding.....Sarah is alone once more....the past two years have been the most unlucky of my fucking life!
xxx
